
Last night I had dinner with a good friend of mine from South Carolina. I love it when we get together because it isn’t that often and catching up is great for both of us. I think we both go home with cool new insights as to how God works in and through the lives of people.
Last night we talked about a lot of things. It was one of those dinners where the waitress started to come around and ask if we’re SURE we didn’t need anything else. A lot of our talk was on fear and depression and the things that cripple us – at least for a while – on our journey through life.
Although we have not lived close to each other, Cesar and I have sort of grown up together in a lot of ways. As we talked about today things, those old days things kept coming up. It was very evident as we talked that a picture of faith was unfolding in front of us and the foundation of the growth and strength we have gained was always uncertainty, pain, and even crisis.
Let’s face it, if we had a sign pop up in front of us every time we were about to go through a hard spot in life, we’d spend our whole life trying to find the easiest way around our obstacle instead of learning to just trust in God to see us through it. What I mean is, if God kept struggles away from us all the time, we would remain the same as we have always been. We would always trust ourselves and never learn to let go and let God do the work he began in us when we chose to believe.
To be a Child of God is believing, but on a deeper level, to place our faith in Jesus and not ourselves. If we will remember our lives before being saved, all we did was of our own power. We made our decisions and we lived according to what we chose. If we place our faith in Christ, why would we continue to be ruler of our lives?
So why do believers seem to go through so much muck when we are children of the King of kings and Lord of lords?
I think the answer is simple and just what I’m talking about here. Why did God have the Jews in the wilderness for 40 years? The Jews were slaves in Egypt, nothing more than free labor. When they were set free and led out by Moses, what did they do when times got hard? They complained and mourned for Egypt. They seemed to forget that they were slaves and they just remembered that they had food there. God gave them manna and they complained about it because it was unfamiliar to them!
The wilderness, and your wilderness today is not a place of punnishment, but a place of learning and refuge. Where did Moses go when he was being chased for killing an Egyptian? He went to the wilderness. David hid in the wilderness to flee from a King that was chasing him. The Jews were kept in the wilderness for 40 years so that God might test them, grow them, prove himself to them and allow them to prove their faith so that they would be ready to enter into His promise for them. Without that time, they would not have been ready.
You and I don’t yet know what God has prepared for us in our near future. All I know is, I must not be ready for it yet because I am still in the wilderness being led toward that day. THAT IS A GOOD THING. I’ve complained. I’ve looked back to Egypt when I had lots of money, alcohol, drugs, women or whatever else Egypt used to offer me for comfort or pleasure. I have also come beyond that and can see now that the wilderness has been a great place of growth and a refuge from those things. Thank God for the wilderness that shapes and molds me into who God wants me to be and not who I tend to be.
Where are you today in your wilderness journey? God has a great and wonderful promise for you and he will deliver in good time. For so many, the wilderness journey is one they are not willing to travel. Will you find your own way out of the wilderness or will you follow God and let him bring you out at the destination he has set for you?
Are you complaining and questioning God about your journey? That should show you where you are in it. Have you backslidden on God? A backslidden believer is merely one who has been unwilling to make the required and necessary journey through the wilderness. Either way, you can come back and continue with God. You can stop complaining and looking back and make the conscious decision to allow God to prove himself to you by letting God work in your life and lead you.
Maybe you have said no to the wilderness journey and returned to Egypt and what you know. Do not be deceived. You may know where your meal comes from but when you get up every morning, you are still a slave with no power in your life. God will bring you out again if you will let him but you must be willing to travel. Prepare your heart to make the journey this time and never look back, trust in God and he will lead you to what he has prepared for you.
John
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This post was written by John on February 12, 2009